Cool air…

It takes very little to make me happy. Precious time with my sweet family. A slow, steady rain or warm sunshine with a gentle breeze. Blue skies overhead with white cotton clouds. A comfortable place to call home. (Notice I did not say large or extravagant…just comfortable with a few of my personal touches.) My books and time to read them. Sustenance of course. My morning coffee, good food, good water and maybe some Sweet Tea. Warmth for the winter here in this cozy condo…and cool air for the summer.

The A/C unit that came with this condo that I rented almost two years now was original to the building. My sweet “landlady” had previously had refrigerant added to it – twice. However, there was a leak and no amount of refrigerant (which is expensive) would last that long.

It has been hot and humid here – think Memphis. The condo had become very warm and uncomfortable. So, thankfully, she ordered a new Lennox central air conditioning unit. I was so glad!

Last Friday, they arrived with a very large crane. All the central air units are on the roof – although I’ve never noticed them from outside. The A/C unit was unpacked and securely attached to a sturdy-looking harness. Then the crane did its work. The unit literally dallied back and forth in the air. I held my breath. The next thing I knew it was unloaded and the crane lift was coming back down. It took a few more hours and then all the work was done. Installation successful. Sweet cool air surged through my cozy home.

I wished my grandsons had been here for the show! When my now sixteen year old grandson was less than two years old, he knew the names of all the earth/heavy moving equipment. He couldn’t pronounce them completely, but he knew them. All John Deere…of course.

The past few months have been a challenge. I’ve been through enough changes in my life that I scored quite high on the “stress level” meter. I have fought to remain positive but, as you already know, that is sometimes beyond our reach. When I first arrived in the Midwest six months ago, I spent two months living with my daughter and her precious family (my grandchildren thought they’d hit the jackpot!). My belongings were stored floor to ceiling in her garage. Not one word of complaint from her or my son-in-love, an amazing young man.

When the worst of the depression hit months ago, I spent four days in an out-patient “depression class” which lasted all day long. (Remember I was a Psych nurse for ten years and believe in getting help when needed!) When my grandchildren asked where I went early each morning, my daughter simply said “she’s going to a depression class”. Each night at dinner, I had tales about who had joined the class that day (no names or details of course). One day, a beautiful young Sandra Bullock-look-alike joined the class. The next day it was Al Pacino’s double! On my last day, Dennis Hopper showed up (nevermind he had died by then). There was laughter at the dinner table and my grandchildren were so happy that Grandmom “graduated first in her class from depression school”! Their words – not mine! Mainly, they were glad I was home again during the day.

When the time came for me to move into my own apartment/condo, my grandchildren weren’t so sure they wanted to part with me. Thankfully, I’m only 14 minutes from them if I hit all the green lights just so. They love coming over here. They are my little kindred spirits. They can read me like a book. Especially my eight year old granddaughter. She searches my face for signs that I am fine. I may think that I am hiding tears or sadness from them, but they are not to be fooled. Thankfully, there are very few tears now and even though they don’t realize it – they remind me, once again, that I am strong. I am thankful for my daughter who is the biggest kindred spirit of all. I am thankful for the closeness and the memories we are making.

Spending time playing with grandchildren is the very best therapy in the world. Anytime I am at my daughter’s or they are here, there is an abundance of laughter. Laughter releases endorphins, the body’s natural painkiller, and makes anyone feel good…